April 2009
1 post
I'm gonna break soon..
I’m tired.
I’m lonely.
I’m sick.
I’m tired of being lonely.
I’m sick of being tired.
I’m tired of being sick.
And on top of it all,
I’m scared and stressed.
I’m not some heartless bitch. I have feelings. I can’t work my hands to the bone constantly, especially when I’m so freaked out all the time.
I just can’t.
I’m...
March 2009
1 post
Fuck
There was a shooting in the apartments next to mine today.
Yesterday my friend ran away.
No one has heard from her since.
I hope to God she’s okay.
Ima kick her ass if I see her. I’m so pissed that she has people worrying like this..
But I’ll be glad to know she’s okay.
February 2009
1 post
"Right Round" by Flo Rida
At first.. it pissed me off. My first thought was “HOW DARE HE?!”
But.. it grew on me.
Ugh.
I still love the Dead Or Alive version better.
I always will.
If you haven’t heard one or both of them, go to
www.playlist.com/xashleexannx
They’re both there.
January 2009
22 posts
“Dogs are forever in the pushup position.”
– Mitch Hedberg
“I like an escalator because an escalator can never break, it can only become...”
– Mitch Hedberg
“What a face full of wrinkles! It’s like an accordion!!”
– My mom [Talking about some old man. Wow, she’s so nice. lmao]
It's been a while..
So.. I have no Internet right now. I’m on an office computer at the apartments I live at.. I’ve missed chances to blog about stuff. But I won’t let one thing pass. I want to blog about this..
I want to blog about our new president. [Who I love, BTW.]
I wrote this all in my second period social studies class while I was SUPPOSED to be writing about the cotton gin. Yeah, this is...
“Power tends to corrupt, and absolute power corrupts absolutely. Great men are...”
“I just wanted to do some hoodrat stuff with my friends.”
A pair of Vans straight from the store-
FIVE DOLLARS?!
Yesterday was madness.
My sister’s boyfriend got a pair of shoes from the Vans outlet for FIVE DOLLARS.
Wtf.
“Everyone you’ve ever met has you in the back of their heads.. They just...”
– Me
“You were meant to be here.
You were put here for a reason.
You were put in...”
– Me
“Life never goes exactly that way you want.
No one ever said life was easy.
But...”
– Me
“Do not go where the path may lead you, go instead where there is no path and...”
– Ralph Waldo Emerson
I want to care,
but I can’t.
You say she’s looking for anywhere to fit in.
She fit in with me.
You say she’s going through a lot,
I’ve gone through a lot too.
You say to just give her a break,
but I won’t.
I’ve gone through stuff, but you don’t see ME caring about nothing but myself, do you?!
ALL I CARE ABOUT IS OTHER PEOPLE.
ALL I DO IS WORRY ABOUT OTHERS AND WONDER WHY THIS HAS TO...
“Isn’t it funny how day by day nothing changes, but when you look back, everything’s different?..”
This is totally true.
It seems like my days don’t change. I do the same thing day by day, but when I lay my head down at night, something is different. Something is..missing.
But it wasn’t missing before.
My whole life is slowly changing, and sometimes I...
2009
It’s finally here.
Thank God.
Last night sucked.
I got dressed up, did my hair really nice, had really cool colorful makeup on, and then it was ruined by drama.
My last night of 2008 was filled with nothing but drama.
I hope to God that 2009 is better.
How was your night?
“Legends say that hummingbirds float free of time, carrying our hopes for love,...”
2008
Probably the worst year for me..
I lost friends, made some bad ones, had to talk to the cops too much, had to listen to too many fights..
But you know what?
2009 won’t be like this.
I won’t let it.
2009 will be my year.
I’ll be FOURTEEN. Crazy..
I’m gonna keep my good friends close and never let them go. I’m gonna listen to my instincts and not let bad people...
"Have you ever wanted to disappear?"
Yes..
“The participant’s perspective are clouded while the bystanders’...”
December 2008
26 posts
“You act like a bitch, you get treated like a bitch.”
– My mom
“Can we bring yesterday back around?”
Why can't it be sunny again?
I just want the cold to be over with.
At first, it was nice. Now I’m annoyed.
I love to wear my new jackets, but come on.. It’s getting way too cold now.
I thought I was in California, not Alaska.
Gawd.
[Though I’m sure when it’s sunny, I’ll be wishing for this weather again. I’m never happy. haha]
I CAN’T WAIT UNTIL WARPED...
Breaking up
sorta sucks..
Today...
WAS INSANE. So.. I woke up to presents. I got all the stuff that I wanted.:] Then I hung out with Maddie for a bit. Then I went to Isis’ for a little bit and ate food, then me and Maddie went and hung out with her and a bunch of other people. Then the unexpected happens. We were just sitting there chillin’ in a friend’s garage and we hear HELLA knocking.. We thought it was a...
=/
I never wanted to fight.
All I did was do what I felt was right at the moment, not thinking about stopping to think about the consequences of my actions.
I never wanted to lose you.
Especially not like this.
I love you.
I always will.
Can’t we just forget this ever happened?
We both said some things I’m sure we didn’t mean.
I know I did.
And I did some things I really...
“Television is the first truly democratic culture - the first culture available...”
– Clive Barnes
Watchshutupinternet:
Ah shit, they put the ShamWOW guy in another commercial.
Question: In 2008, why haven’t they stuck a smaller mic on the guy, one not from a Britney Spears concert circa 1998.
”You’re gonna love my nuts.” LOL
“let me kiss your lips
please be all mine
take me sailing on love ships
and...”
“When the power of love overcomes the love of power, the world will know peace.”
– Jimi Hendrix
“I have three faces. The two I use during the day, and the one I use to stab you...”
“If you’re losing your soul and you know it, then you’ve still got a soul left to...”
– Charles Bukowski
Jebus Christo..
Okay, so I saw this commercial for Orbit gum, and there was this girl lifting a weight with her teeth. It says “do not attempt” in the corner of the screen. COME ON! Who is going to ACTUALLY attempt that?!
Things happen.
People change.
Friends become enemies.
Things you never thought would happen, do.
Life is crazy.
And there’s nothing you can do about it.